Thursday, December 3, 2009

It's NOT Worth It

“I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. Most of all, I’m just I’m tired of being tired.”

some days

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Saturday, November 21, 2009

you already know……

you make even the dark feel comforting,

with just you kept in thought



Thursday, November 12, 2009



Horoscope for November 12, 2009

The Bottom Line

  • This is a wonderful time for group projects, group travel, and group socializing.

In Detail

  • Your peeps are on the same wavelength as you, and that wave involves a big surge of fun, fun, fun! This is a wonderful time in your life for group projects, group travel and group socializing. Collaboration will be easy, and everyone's flexibility is at an all-time high. The energy created when your posse gets together is positive and supportive. Cook something up! Toss out some ideas about where to go and what to do together.



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Fixing the Love mood

Love is the flower of life,

and blossoms unexpectedly and without law,

and must be plucked where it is found,

and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration”

D. H. Lawrence


Love is a thing,

well, its kind of like quicksand:

The more you are in it,

the deeper you sink.

And when it hits you,

you’ve just got to fall”


Monday, November 9, 2009

Killing Yourself To Live

“There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else; they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.”

— Chuck Klosterman

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Love is not blind,…

love is not blind | it sees more, not less. but because it sees more, it is willing to see less.


Thursday, November 5, 2009

Think Of All The Beauty Still Left Around You and Be Happy

“The true magic of this broken world lay in the ability of the things it contained to vanish, to become so thoroughly lost, that they might never have existed in the first place.”

Saturday, October 10, 2009

dear love,

What I’m Really Trying To Say Is :

I want the
  • deepest,
  • darkest,
  • sickest
parts of you.
That you’re afraid
to share with anybody,
i love you that much!

Friday, October 9, 2009

A Friend - a single soul dwelling in two bodies


A friend is one that knows you as you are,

understands where you have been,

accepts what you have become,

and still, gently allows you to grow.

William Shakespeare

Sunday, September 27, 2009

question < think > answer

Consider This~
Questions That Make You Think!
- Happiness and Suffering -
Which is the stronger emotion : anger or love ?

Saturday, September 26, 2009

just my type

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is
that they always see the past better than it was,
the present worse than it is,
and the future less resolved than it will be.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Sunday, September 13, 2009


If You Love Someone Put Their
Name In A Circle Not A Heart ,

A Heart Can Break
But A Circle Goes On Forever !!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The 9th of September

** [happy birthday to you, Busu Anoh] **
(he is my mom's youngest brother)
(one of my FAV uncle)
(the very Tegas+Garang)

Monday, September 7, 2009

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Love After Love

by Derek Walcott
The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Friday, August 28, 2009


“ When men attempt bold gestures, generally, it’s considered romantic ”

“ When women do it, it’s often considered desperate or psychotic"
- sex and the city

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


~ Sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much.
~ If it feels right, it probably is.
~ So just go with it.